today's topic is who am i and what i want to be?

these days i have been wondering what i want to achieve in this current company. Until today, after meeting a frd of mine, i realised that since i can't find out the answer, why not get others to determine for me.

Now i doubt myself at work, what am i capable of doing, am i worth that kind of salary? Since i have so much problems finding the answer. Why not i send resume out and go for interview and i will know how much i'm worth in the present market and what i want to be.

Now i have send out a few high position to those top companies. Let's see whether will pple look at my capabilities. Just hope that i will get interview. Just now when i look back my email history. Last yr at ard this point of time, i am also sending out resume. Who knows 1 yr had passed again and i'm now in this current company coming to 3th yr already.

Hmm.. dunno why i can tahan so long... and now my company is shifting to a new place and hopefully after the regional meeting, the company's future will be determine.

let's pray...that my future will be shown to me by end of this month.