Recently times seems not enuff for my work, personal time and dear dear. Past few wks i have been pretty busy as new designer coming in and i've to teach and new development as my mgr just got back from Head office annual meeting. My work have been arranged back to back. without really a time to rest. but when i rest, i can't rest. why?

Maybe recently have been settling things for our new house. will be moving out soon. so there's a lot of things to do and decide like how's me and dear's room going to have. There ought to have disputes, so i try to keep it to the minimal.

Dear's mum have been asking things about the house but it's my parent's house, what can i say? Even in that case, for our house i wouldn't want anyone to intervene too much. Unless i need their opinion.

I know that recently i've been a bit touchy, maybe becos of money matters. Suddenly realise that we have a lot of things that need to spend. Especially the house. And things to clear. Maybe i'm too used to have a lot of things in my room but dear dear wants it simple... i do want it simple but how to clear the existing stuffs. Really have to give a big tot abt it.

For work, i'll be travelling pretty often and holding a few big responsibilities like hosting our taiwan colleague as my mgr is not in town. and also travelling to HK & KL for biz.

For dear dear, this wk have been a packed week. went KL on monday, tuesday busy with work, wednesday have dinner with boss, thurs finding accomdation for taiwan colleague, fri meeting client for lunch and market survey, sat morning meeting frd for buying baby stuffs, noon meeting bridal shop for dear's gown. only this sat then i can meet dear.

Have not been accompanying dear these days cos either she has program or i've program. actually dear dear was expecting to meet cos she feel distant out from nowhere.

hopefully this sat i can accompany her more... she will feel better.

actually dear dear propose to go for short trip after her aug medical appt. But i'm afraid her condition is not that stable cos in sept we're doing the photoshoot. i dun wan to take the risk. I wan everything to be safe until the actual day. Partly is becos of $$$ cos if we go for short trip, we will definately spend. I rather after our actual day, we go for a BETTER and LUXURIOUS tour. Hope that dear dear understand. I know she's disappointed but "dear dear, bear a bit more ok?"

Now me very sleepy. gtg for lunch liao... byez