Yesterday suddenly i have this gut feeling of calling my frd WQ. So i called her and her mum picked up the phone and to my surprise she passed away and it's on 31st march. I was shocked and felt guilty. Shocked because it's so sudden, although she told me that she's suffering from cancer. She's only 22 yrs old this yr. She used to be Ms Teenage. She's a part-time model and wish to enter SIA as a SQ girl but all these disappeared when she had cancer. She's pretty and nice friend. Guilty becos the time when she told me she's suffering from cancer, i told her that i will visit her but i did not. The last time we chatted on the phone, she's say that she's doing chemo and it's going smoothly but suddenly yesterday to my surprise, she left the world. She came for my sis's funeral and this adds up to my guilt as i did not even know that she passed away and never went for her funeral.

After i tok to her mum on the phone, i felt sorry and speechless and dunno what to tok to her mum. After hanging up the phone, i felt so sad. Recalling the days that we spend together. I can no longer hear her voice, see her beautiful face and many more. She is a frd that i've known for coming 8 yrs. And blink she's gone. * dear dear sorry if you feel affected after reading this entry, pardon me ok? thanks*

This incident let me realised again, how injustice the world can be or fate can be. But i always believe tat GOD has his reason for doing this. There's a msg left behind his doings. I BELIEVE in HIM.