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My tears keep flowing out when i read this

Posted on 2006-11-09 15:12:47 by kyohei

lao gong, i noe it will be hard on u for the next few mths... or rather maybe lifetime... i try my best to overcome my fear n fight strong k? u oso muz take care of urself k?
i tot by completing our marriage everything wil be fine, who noes tat i got disease.... i feel tat i added burden on u.... reali sori... but once again if not for u by my side i wud haf been more defeated....
i will try my best to recover asap k? i m lookin 4ward 2 see us in d wedding outfit (^,^)v GANBATTE!!!

Above is what Dear dear wrote on my frdster's testimonial. While reading, my tears flow out. Dunno why... dear dear ... i dunno why i'm feeling fear in me...i really want to walk down this route with you. When you ask me whether will we be able to have kids. I told u not to worry, sure can one. But deep in my heart, it's not the kids i'm worrying abt. it's you i'm worrying abt. * while writing this blog, my tears is flooding my bedroom.* i know you will see this blog of mine and you will cry also.

Dear you make me realise that i can really loved someone and settle down. Just as we're just stepping into the next stage only, God set a test for us once more. This test is a life-time commitment. I faced some pressure ard. Pple coming to me telling me that chinese SENSEI can cure you, and what products can cure you. All this rumour saying without any proof. THis thing happen during Doreem's leukemia period. But in the end, God bring her to heaven and lead eternal life. All i want to do is to make sure that you are safe. I dun wan to take any risksÂ cos i dun dare to take anymore. Cos i dun wan to lose any of my loved ones anymore. I just wish that i have more time with you

Seeing you today in hospital, seeing you so sick and having fever and other side effects really make my heart painful. holding yr hands that turns warm and cold every hr. I know that you might think that my parents will think that you're a burden to me. In fact they are not thinking of that, they are as worried as me. You should know that. Dear i miss yr hug. Pray hard that you will be fine doing the biopsy tml. Trust the doc, believe in yourself!!! I really hope that i could be with you tml but becos of my M. haiz... tml my mum will accompany you.. Dear be strong like Doreem. Be inspired by her courage,her strength, her determination and lots more.

When i first saw you, i can see that we've a future ahead. Seeing us having a family with kids and turning into grandparents. But now, we just started only.

I know that this path is going to be a real tough one and we will fight on and strive for our future. All i wan to do is to follow doctor's medication and treatment. Just believe in the doctor prescription and we will have our future.

Dear I'm really looking forward to our wedding day. Seeing you beautifully in yr gown. Our wedding photos. Our wedding dinner. Dear we must work towards that!!! GANBATTE!!!

Dear, i love you lots and wish that you recover soon.

Comment:

  Seven said the following on 09-11-06 16:17

Both of you must gambatei, both of your love can breakthru this storm de

  bbbddd said the following on 09-11-06 16:17

a love so strong... every1 will be proud of tat ..hope ur wife recover real soon..

  lifeworld said the following on 09-11-06 19:11

jia you! :)

  Athena said the following on 10-11-06 02:07

kyohei yongtaufu, jiayou! this route may not be smooth but remember God is always there for both of u.. Seek comfort from Him, Seek help from Him :)Â He is our Refuge, our Comforter, Our Heavenly Father. May u both grow stronger and stay firm build yr faith on His Rock! :)

  winnie said the following on 10-11-06 07:47

have faith in the lord! (:Â jia you!!!

  miruki said the following on 10-11-06 10:13

Jia You!

  OneWay said the following on 13-11-06 01:51

1 Cor 13:8 \"Love Never Fails.\"